There are feelings and thoughts within us that we do not want to analyze because going deeper into these thoughts, turning the lens into high power objective (good lord, can I not go into a single thought without science seeping through my mind?! Apparently, not. Harrumph), we see things that we do not really like about ourselves. Things that are uncomfortable even if it they are molded into our own skin. I have never been really comfortable in my own skin. And here I am 21 years old, and STILL angst-ridden. Gagh. Will there ever be a time when I am rid of this inusufferable angst? Even when I complain about it, it still turns out angst-y. Shoot me.
*totally arbitrary and random
